WHY I MAKE MUSIC
Healing Journey, Rebirth, and Empowerment Music
This is a slither of my story
This music journey that I'm on is all about spiritual warfare and healing.....not just healing for myself...but sharing the vibes of authenticity and transparency with the world. I personally have taken all the various rounds of narcissistic abuse from childhood, to school age, to the workplace, to the community, and even at church, and use my experiences to help others heal, express their pain and share their stories in healthy and safe ways, such as drama, comedy, art, music, theatre, and film.
Purpose and Passion behind the mission:
Black women are the most devalued, disrespected, and neglected beings on this planet. Before I leave this Earth my goal is to elevate souls that have been murdered, resurrect the dreamer in the abused and rejected, and replace the voice in their head that says, "it's over," with one that says, "keep going...don't stop...YOU ARE A WINNER..."
My desire before I leave this Earth is for people to be increasingly more aware of their actions (covert or overt), how they treat others and how they talk to and treat themselves. I hope that people take a black women's tears, pain, dedication, diligence, passion, and tenacity more seriously, and respect their lives, and stories...instead of slapping generalized negative stereotypes on them and dismissing them as if they don't matter. Before I leave this Earth...
My Mental Health Story:
My mental health got extremely bad in my last marriage. Being in a Narcissistic Abusive relationship with someone that exhibits BPD traits is deadly for the victim. Before that marriage, I had never taken mental health medications to function, but coming out of that relationship, I have had to take anti-depressants and ADHD meds daily just to function day today. Brain fog, difficulty staying on task, chronic physical body pain, and short-term memory loss are the side effects of prolonged Narcissistic Abuse. Although I have never been suicidal, the features of my depression diagnosis are fatigue and low energy. My basic functioning and energy levels changed (pre-marriage to post-marriage are 2 totally different people). The more healing and healthy things you do for yourself, the better it gets, but there is no denying the severe impact narcissistic abuse, and emotional, and psychological abuse does to one's mental health, and emotional well-being.
Take Away Points:
Be careful whom you let into your life.
Put yourself first when no one else will.
Help others but be sure to nurture yourself as well.
Don't allow abuse and neglect to become commonplace in your life. Stand up for yourself and your basic human rights.
Don't be afraid to reach out and get some help from a professional.
Are you in need of help?
Here's a link to international suicide hotline numbers listed by country.